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little bit of a fearful confession
Sunday, December 28, 2008
tiffany: hi. I'm Tiff.
group: Hiii Tiiiff.
tiffany: I haven't really ever said this to anyone but I think I have people-fobia for as long as I can remember.
group: That explains it :P
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I'm too afraid to go pay for things at the cash.
Too afraid to go and hang out with my own friends.
Too afraid to start a chatt conversation with any of my contacts.
Too afraid to post comments on the blogs of people who don't know me very well.
I can give out my opinions on my blog and facebook,
but I'm too afraid to discuss any with anyone.
Too afraid to take a walk.
Can't order a hamburger without stuttering
Too afraid to call and ask information about the Adult Ed school I want to attend.
Can not knock on anyone's door.
Too afraid to call anyone at all except for one person.
I'm always trying to understand what's behind everything everyone says, behind their movements, the tones of their voices, etc.
Love to learn about people and the world and how interesting it all is
But I'm constantly afraid I'm talking too much about myself (like now)
Too afraid to raise my hand in class.
Logging into facebook makes me swet for no reason.
I edit each article on my blog atleast 6 times and many remain drafts.
Can't stand walking in front of people or going threw doors before anyone.
Unless I'm alone my self estime sinks below the ground
My greatest weakness is eye contact even though I love it
Terrified of talking to people who don't know me but I would like to know better.
The list goes on forever, but this article won't.
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Sharing it on my blog... Is this a good thing?
I'm looking for ways to stop being that way.
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My name's Tiffany, I'm 17. I'm canadian and half greek. I speak english and french and a tiny bit of Japanese. At times I'm very shy but can have conversations and have fun if I'm comfortable around the person I'm with. I'm not very good at making friends on my own but I'm good at keeping them. What I really want in my life at the moment is to have fun, create long lasting memories, try out new kinds of food & treats, hang out in other cities, bloom artistically, be with my friends, learn from experiences, try to be healthy & understand how people think.
interests:
Photography, all kinds of Art, cooking foreign foods, reading, blogging, writing, Japan, France, England, nature, city, conversations & debates, fun with friends, exercise, making random videos (...)
music:
indie, experimental, sometimes pop & other things(image) (image)
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friends:
TheLittleWorldOfJess.piczo.com (Jessica)
Dromadam.dyarland.com (Jasmine)
ZombieCakes.skyblog.com/ (Jasmine)
BadTrippin.diaryland.com (Jasmine)
SillyKids.skyblog.com/ (Jasmine)
ArtsByFlowers.blogspot.com/ (Holly)
blogs i love i love:
Lullatone.com
Tofugu.com
Saorian.com
Suziblu.typepad.com
Radiohead.com's scrapbook
Priscillaahn.com
Tokyoplastic.com
some websites..
Etsy.com hand made things
Flickr.com photography
Deviantart.com general art
Imeem.com music + playlists + videos
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then re-edited a trillion times by me
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